A ghost in your own existence

There are times in life when

everything is tiring and painful

the morning bells ring and find a hollow echo in your heart

you just wish to stay in bed hidden under the blanket, but you can’t

you trudge around all day long, through a maze of things you do not want to do

you return home after the sun has already set, exhausted

with nothing else but the idea of eating and sleeping

These moments can stretch for a long while

and they are at the same time dull and painful to live

sometimes you do not even have the energy to care or fight

and at other times you realize how you’re a ghost in your own existence