There’s no reason to doubt anymore

The last time you saw one another

you were angered by my obstinate silence

this angry, judgemental silence with eye staring

and you told me it didn’t help that I remained silent

and that there was no reason to doubt anymore, no reason to doubt

 

At the time I had not yet realized my silence was a protection not to get hurt, not to be vulnerable

I had not understood my vocal silence was as much of a wall as your written silence

a fear to love entirely, a fear to be entirely yours

but as you said, I write now, there’s no reason to doubt anymore

we are way stronger than our fears

and soon our hearts will entirely open up to love

accepting to be flooded in the light and the warmth they dreamt all along