Doubting Patterns

Already yesterday I could feel that today would be a day of doubting

and now I realize it’s not only me who’s doubting

each of us is doubting in a different way

me by not being strong enough to keep my cravings at bay, to recognize them as doubts

and instead relishing in them

others doubt their self-worth or their emotional completeness

For a while I’m left alone with my cravings so that I experience them, and I experience my weakness

and then life shows me how these acts, these doubts, translate from one person to another